College Tuition!

College has begun to get extremely stressful but I still keep going......why you may ask? Well because I want to get my Associates and Bachelors. Besides my older brother I also wanna prove that I didn't need any help with my education besides my mothers, who was ALWAYS there for whatever I needed. I also think that I'll be the first to complete college on my mothers side I'm not quite sure about that yet but getting my degree's would be a goal of mine being accomplished. The stressful part of college isn't so much about the homework or tests no I can handle that its the tuition :| As of now I'm at a community college doing my basics and then I'm transferring to a university which is way more expensive than college and my Financial Aid probably won't cover my two years there maybe just my first semester. I don't exactly know how to get scholarships except for the Star one which by the time I wanted to apply for it it was already closed but I'll get to it next year when I'm on my way to Uni. I really don't want to get Student loans because I'm already in debt with some other stuff and to have this added on would be to much :( Anyways I got an application for work study which is the first time I will ever do this, I really hope I get a job so that I can save up money. I'm nervous though because I've never really had a real job, I've had small jobs but nothing as legit as work study and I have 5 classes this upcoming semester and plus I still want to go to the gym. How am I going to fit all of this in a day? Class, work, studying, homework, gym, sleep, eating, etc :| this is what is making me stress out more and it totally sucks! WHY DOES COLLEGE/UNIVERSITY EDUCATION HAVE TO BE SO FREAKING EXPENSIVE??? :( Y U NO DO DISCOUNT? lol jk!

Random Rant: Stress and everything in between

I don't know what to do, I've been stuck at home all day. Besides the boredom I feel like I haven't done anything productive at all :( I haven't gone to the gym because I have no way of getting there, it is very far if I go walking and I'd hate to walk back home at night! I would totally workout at home but the problem is I live in apartments on the second floor :| which means mostly everything is heard which totally sucks! I've been thinking about making a YouTube channel and making videos of anything and everything like sort of "Beauty and a Little bit of everything in the world" sort of thing but I wouldn't know how to even start or how to edit because I don't know how to do that on Windows Movie Maker. I mean I'd like to do this for fun and take it from there. I've also been thinking about dying my hair blonde, I've had the dye for a few days now but I just can't do it cause I realized that I like my hair color that's on the lower part of my hair and I don't know if I'd be able to get that color again because I was busy with college and the gym and well basically life but now that I have a few minutes I decided to see my forgotten blog. It needs awhole bunch of work! lol I hope I can make it nice and decent looking for anyone who ever sees it or visits it. Well who ever reads this I hope you have a nice day and don't forget to smile! (:or what color it even is, I think it's like a light brown? maybe it has an proper name I just don't know it lol also super random but I miss seeing my crush ): since the semester finished I feel weird not going to class and seeing his face and that gorgeous smile of his! I hope he ends up going in the Fall :D I'd really enjoy seeing that face again but who knows maybe that was the last time I'll see him, atleast I got to meet him anyways even though nothing more happened. but anyways back to this rant. I totally forgot about my blog

College Life! It Sucks Somtimes (3/26/14)

It's 8:22pm on a Wednesday, March 26, 2014  I'm procrastinating which is what I do best with any kind of college assignment that I don't understand. I hope I'm not the only one ahh! I'm taking 3 classes this semester 2 on campus, Accounting and Business Math and the other one an online class which is Speech, I really don't like speech which is why I'm taking it online cause I thought it would be less stressful but it's NOT! I WAS TOTALLY WRONG! lol I really wish I could have taken it face to face but nooo! Right now I have a quiz due at 11:59pm and I don't want to do it because I know I'm going to fail. Some of the stuff on the quiz isn't always on the notes or even online and I'm just like "What the heck!?" and then I have to study for an accounting exam that I have on Friday because my accounting professor just loves us so much that he's giving us a test on every chapter. We went over the chapter in about a week, after spring break and I don't know whats going on because I was literally not even paying attention that week, my mind was still on spring break mode! I have a feeling the rest of the class is on the same page....I hope :| but at least we get the lowest test dropped and for sure its going to be this test for me. COLLEGE WHY YOU SO STRESSFUL SOMETIMES??!! Someone help! I don't know what to do, I think I might drop my speech class I'm not sure yet ): So anyways today I got together with some friends to "Study" and all I can think about now is what we were laughing about. We were going through our notes and on my friends notes she put "give 30" and I had "June 30" but then my other friend also had "give 30" and we just laughed at that, mostly because sometimes we can't even understand what the professors writing is and we're all like "umm?? what does that say? anyone understand?" and we're throwing out guesses lol that's the funny part of class! Well good luck to everyone taking college exams or any kind of exams this week! Good luck to my accounting class also we really need it D: